Amanda Liesinger

2012 Is a Mystery To Me



Posted: Thursday, December 29, 2011

by Amanda Liesinger
http://www.lechampiondehockey.com

I spent 2011 reaping the rewards of 2010. I started a serious relationship after so many broken ones and I learned to combat my depression and self loathing with positive activities. Now, after moving to Florida into a nice little duplex in a quiet part of the city six blocks from the beach, still in that serious relationship and continuing to find ways to grow, I don't know what resolutions I need to focus on. Keep doing what I'm doing?

I've never been in the 'maintain' state with myself before and it's hard adjusting. I know I can get lazy and sloppy fast with this. I've always had to live in a state of panic or regret because I was nowhere near what I wanted to accomplish in everyday life. Now I'm searching to drama and bad stuff just to keep myself distracted from the 3/4th finished goals I've built. Don't they say about wieght loss that the last 5-10 pounds is always the hardest to lose?

So the least I can do is keep staying positive and keep every door in my heart and mind open. There are still things I can accomplish and the work I put towards them will never be in vain, no matter how small the work is.

Now it's time for tangible and scary part:
1. Write three songs and perform them live
2. Continue to draw once a week
3. Write in WryteStuff and my Blog once a week

I want to make this my fun routine. I want to tell myself it's pretty awesome that I can play an instrument or use colored pencils at all and that I actually like it. I also know how much work it is and sometimes how good it feels to reach my goals.
New Resolution
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